i know the world's a broken bone but melt your headaches, call it home

Manchester Orchestra//Virgin
 
sigh sigh sIGH

ye

and when I fall asleep sleep with your ghost
 
don't wake me up//the hush sound
 
hi

ya i didn't download it when it leaked so i just heard it
it's peredcdeet perfect e,seiqwlas i want ot ecyrindd
 
idk man
i'm meeting panic! today
and then on the 28th is hct
and then my life will be complete
is that sad oh well i'm still so hAPPY FOR ONCE EVERYTHING IS PERFECT

this was in my draft's and it look's like shit oh well
 
i'm going to rant about life now so
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
don't read this or if you do don't say anything i'm awkward with talking about it i don't know okay
 

 

 
idk I was happy that October was coming and then life
 
my mom is still trying to get me to see a psychiatrist
well idk mom i'm sorry you don't want me to be fucked up but maybe when you left my dad you could have taken we with you instead of leaving me with an alcoholic when I was 4 huh lmfao if you didn't want to be known as the mother who's daughter tried to kill herself maybe you could stop being a whore and take a look around at your children are being beaten to black and blue daily???????
 
I know i'm going to end up with my mom I know it
my dad is going to die like this and nothing is going to change
goodnight

i'm bored sigh

my username has the name "susie" in it and yea
I hate that name for me ok
and it has nothing to do with my name it was only because my mom would freak out if I put my real name on here and idk sigh but now she doesn't know about this account
what I'm getting to is call me hailey please that's my middle name
you could call me mariah my first name
but I like hailey
lol this is confusing isn't it yes it is
sigh
call me hailey ok ok oK
sdkjfhgjjkdfhg
bye!!

so um my mom stalks my itunes account and shit because I don't know why, she's like really strict I even have to hide my panic! albums she think's I shouldn't listen to them because they say fuck in one song and then like if it's not a disney singer or if it wasn't played on disney or whatever she think's the people who make the music are bad i guess because she won't let me listen to anything else sdfdgskajbnh okay so know you understand how strict my mom is like even Foster the people she said no omg I don't even know why sigh
so yea ok anyway
she let me buy the We are young- Fun.
ok I know it's one song but holy shit she is so strict and this make's me so happy that sHE LET ME GET IT OMG
 
idk I still buy the music I like but I can't put it on my ipod because she look's at it so i have the albums at my house and she never comes over here lol so yea
i'm just happy ok and I need to stop talking now

it make's me sad inside but i'm so happy for them
i like Sarah and they need to be together forever and they are perfect
but it still make's me sad inside idk