this was in my draft's and it look's like shit oh well
i'm going to rant about life now so
don't read this or if you do don't say anything i'm awkward with talking about it i don't know okay
idk I was happy that October was coming and then life
my mom is still trying to get me to see a psychiatrist well idk mom i'm sorry you don't want me to be fucked up but maybe when you left my dad you could have taken we with you instead of leaving me with an alcoholic when I was 4 huh lmfao if you didn't want to be known as the mother who's daughter tried to kill herself maybe you could stop being a whore and take a look around at your children are being beaten to black and blue daily???????
I know i'm going to end up with my mom I know it my dad is going to die like this and nothing is going to change goodnight
my username has the name "susie" in it and yea I hate that name for me ok and it has nothing to do with my name it was only because my mom would freak out if I put my real name on here and idk sigh but now she doesn't know about this account what I'm getting to is call me hailey please that's my middle name you could call me mariah my first name but I like hailey lol this is confusing isn't it yes it is sigh call me hailey ok ok oK sdkjfhgjjkdfhg bye!!
so um my mom stalks my itunes account and shit because I don't know why, she's like really strict I even have to hide my panic! albums she think's I shouldn't listen to them because they say fuck in one song and then like if it's not a disney singer or if it wasn't played on disney or whatever she think's the people who make the music are bad i guess because she won't let me listen to anything else sdfdgskajbnh okay so know you understand how strict my mom is like even Foster the people she said no omg I don't even know why sigh so yea ok anyway she let me buy the We are young- Fun. ok I know it's one song but holy shit she is so strict and this make's me so happy that sHE LET ME GET IT OMG
idk I still buy the music I like but I can't put it on my ipod because she look's at it so i have the albums at my house and she never comes over here lol so yea i'm just happy ok and I need to stop talking now